I sit alone and wonder why?
Why this happened to me,
I wonder why now you chose to set these memories free,
I spent so long thinking I was the lucky one, he had left me be,
But I was mistaken, fooling myself, I suppose I just did not want to see.
The flashing images that come at will,
The sights, the smells, that still make me ill,
I am older now but still that girl, I wish I could set her free,
But maybe just maybe this is how it is meant to be.
I hear her call, I hear her cry, I hear her sob at night,
I know she hurts and I feel the pain I need this to be right.
I must face this painful truth I need to see it through,
I have no future that’s for sure until I do.